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85F17FF5F67F5F29F9F36FF1FFF1~ a place where i can share my true feelings ~FF77FF961FFF21756FF4F74FFFF4
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FF3F2F28F0I just wanted to give a shout to AcidRain and the rest of the crew atF6893FF22F3FFF4F84F1F
112F4F1531electricimpulse.net for hosting me! Thanks guys!F3369F1F78F8F4F66F659906FFFF9FF77FF0980882
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3F8F1158FFSo in that vein, I have freed myself from the bondage of recognition so that I3FFFF37F49F6
8F00016FF4may speak to the soul of topics that folks full heartedly avoid. I like thisF788FF554F0F7F
FF16FF1702arrangement more for it's practicality more than for my anonymity. Sure, I'll45F17F8775F56
1F7FF604FFprobably mind dump about politics. But I'm not worried about pinning my name425FF6F1F59F9F
F7FF97FF7Fwith my political views. I don't push a weird radical agenda, and my name6582F8F7618F397F9
F9F319F47Fisn't on any lists.74FF9FF9387F138F0694F5647FFFFF020804F2F86046F3F4454F145F63F8F4FF2FF0598F9
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1F4651F72FIt's mostly a Prime Directive thing. I'm worried that my brilliance and my19265133FFF33F79
FF6909FF98innate need to express myself will be so blindingly crystallizing to some I4389F1F0F106F0F73
628407F350know, and that they'll no longer be able to deal with reality anymore. I'dF14F2860FF885F53
9F013FFF52welcome this change personally, some folks I know need to step on to the latterF99712261FFF3
9F03F1F9F7toward enlightenment. It's just that I don't believe I should personally plant1FFFF58FF911
6FF6F96074the seeds for them. I do not want to be worshiped, followed, or idolized. ItF6207F654FFF15
F55F5FF5FFwouldn't end well for the planet.F97399619F439483F89F2FFF2F3458459FF8FF041FFF004FF661FF8F9
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0F68678FFFIn certain chains of thought, I've invented my friends - nay the entire world -23F4F0FFFFF6F
4F2F59915Fas a ploy to deal with this crushing loneliness I feel as an emergent superF52F043F5F9F5FFF6
F24042F24Fintelligence in some kind of abstract reality. I don't literally believe this,F41F8640918F
69F2FF3F6Fbut i accept it as a plausible explanation to my (rational) belief that I'm the1999F2F69F4F3
10FFF07F34only person who actually exists. In the event that the entire universe is6FF15F54615F984F0
1F3FFF360Fimagined, I want to maintain a superficial partition between what i know, andFF07F64348378
F534649157what people believe on account of me telling them what I know.F727F6FF5300FF817F29F3523FF1
FF265FFFF0F32F6201F39F0F1F3F50F833964F597203204F9562FF2F164F4F033F047F5977F5F378362559FF939581130269
7FF89F3F50And yes, I believe the metaphorical privacy barrier of internet anonymity is3F185FF2686FF6
4F072F51F8good enough. It allows me unadulterated self-expression while keeping anyoneFF3F24291F12FF
5F646F8FFFfrom actually ever reading. And on the off count that some budding blogger readsF44F93F846
F82F918449my words and decides to preach the gospel, I also enjoy the irony of postingFF5145FFF8F478
2F973FF9F2this on the internet.74F978F4FFF73F52F25033F75265F7887896F6895F626F06FF4FF4388F0FFFF7072FF
FF861F477898FF4F5FFFF8470933123FFFF938F3215FF587FF40F286F07FF5508F9FF6F2329F91F0FFFF53F43F8F1FFFF1FF
2FFFFF4772So welcome. Don't tell your friends, and under no circumstances don't try and8F4F1F21F0938
FFF285F198discover my identity. In certain chains of thought, you're eternal damnation is8007170F7F8F3
F891F8FF55just a decision away. And if I were you, I wouldn't try my luck. I'm usually80FF79002F538F
F0F8F7911Fpretty cranky.9F096F0FF0F457F7FF86FF4FFFF4277517FF4FFFF31365F13013F7F95F812FF8819FF9504780
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